packing packing packing.

My god I have a lot of stuff.
And I'm all freaked out about tomorrow.

I hate driving, hate that I'll be alone and am a little nervous about work.

BUT
I'm going back to school! YAY! ^__^

You people. You TCNJ people.

We need to do things. Like woah. Hanging out doing something or other. NEED SOCIALIZING

I feel like I should make some Big Deep Post but I don't really have anything to say.

I want to go back to school but at the same time I'm terrified. Mom bitches about money all the time, but when I tell her I don't want a tutor because we can't afford it, she snaps at me. I'm scared of the classes I'm taking this semester and haven't ordered my books yet--and I move in on Sunday.

Oh my Tallest I move in on Sunday.

Ffffff, I have no reason to be complaining and no coherent complaints to make and yet I am. Buggerall.


ETA: GODDAMN IT, HISTORY CHANNEL, STOP SCREWING ME OVER.

I'm alive.  I was in an automobile accident today on Route 1 North involving 4 other cars.  Some asshole in a van was speeding and didn't see that the 20 cars in front of him came a complete stop due to an accident about a mile north of where we were.  The van hit a Brand New Camry, which hit an older Camry, which hit my Corolla, which hit another Corolla.  The scary part is that I saw it all in my rear view mirror and actually braced myself when I saw that I was going to be involved in the collision.  I must say that I'm proud of myself, I turned off my ipod and car, turned on my hazards, and then checked to make sure I was okay LOL (I guess my ipod is more important than I am).  As soon as I saw that I was okay my instinct was to check on the other people involved.  There was a little boy in the car behind me and he was crying.  His mom couldn't calm him down.  I tried to help by giving in the purple monkey that's in my car, but it didn't work.  Oops, I forgot to mention that I called 911 as soon as I got out of my car (before I approached any of the other vehicles). 

To make a long story short, I'm okay.  We all had the same story, my car is drivable (2 out of the 4 cars that were hit had to be towed), and all I really need is a new bumper.  I have scratches on my front bumper and two screw marks from the license plate of the car in front of me, but I can live with that.  There's a light hanging in the back of my car, lol... it looks so bad. 

So many thoughts rushed through my head.  I felt lucky.  I'm lucky that I was car # 3 and not the one that was directly hit.  I'm lucky that I was injured (though I did go to the ER because my body aches.... specifically my back).  I'm also lucky that my corolla is stronger than I thought it was.  The car that hit me had SOOOOO much damage to it's front, whereas my corolla just needs a new bumper.  I thought about the car accident that Greg and his mom were in, and how their volvo was completely fine. 

I called 911, best buy, greg, sonia, kinga, and my mother.  oh yeah, I also called my car insurance, haha. 

I just hate that this happened now.  Like I need more stress in my life.  I hate insurance, mechanics, and drama.  I reviewed my policy information and saw that I have a $500 deductable for medical costs.  That means I'm gonna be billed for $500... GREAT!!  I hope that my health insurance can cover it, but I doubt it. 

I also hate not knowing what happens next.  I want to get my car fixed NOW, but I can't.  I have to wait to talk to my claim rep on Monday and until I get the Police Report on Wednesday.  If all goes well I can get my car fixed this week.

My back hurts...  the meds make me feel like I'm buzzed.

:( 

It's my last weekend home. OH NOES. Packing and shopping and hiding Oh MY!


( Quiz things )

Hey, just joined and wanted to introduce myself.
Name: Chilly
I'm from LA but I'm moving to NY in four days. I'll be going to Cornell University. I only know four people out there, so I'm down for making friends!

Oh, btw, I am a lesbian. (=

( Picture? )

Because I can, mostly. It's awesome to actually, like, know where that stupid camera cable is now.

( Rats! :DDD )

( Some other stuff! )

Okay, all done. :3

Saw it going around my DDD flist and decided to put it here so non-DDD-ers can get it on the fun!

I list the characters I play with their journals. You ask questions, on your IC journal or OOC journal, it doesn't matter. They answer IC. Okay? Okay. It can be about their username, what their favorite food is...whatever your mind can come up with.

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( Dropped DDD Characters: )

( Assorted Others: )

Have at!

...i'm a star.


& I should be treated as such.

I feel really odd lately I guess.

I'm going back to my last year of school very soon. August 22nd, so I'll have a few days without a whole lot of company. I feel weird about going back to school mostly because I don't want to think about leaving it. It just seems odd to think about it all.

Heading back into the rush of working, writing papers, dealing with prism, seeing people I haven't seen for most of the summer.

And then there are so many changes here. I haven't seen Amanda all summer. She's been stressed and busy with her boyfriend. It seems odd not to see her.

And then everyone around here is all grown up. The people in my neighborhood are all over the place. I barely talk to the boys, the ones who don't go to school are busy working all the time. Megan is getting married. Flynn is moving to Washington State before I go to school. It's just weird. I'd already been sort of feeling like I've lost my friends from home, now I really am.

Now I'm vaguely worried about what will happen after school ends. Will we all stay in touch? Stay friends? It's so weird to think about.

I took a few days off to chillax and stop thinking too hard about it all.

I'm going to miss being home in some ways. But I still want to get out of here sooner rather then later. I want my own place to fill with all my stuff. I have a lot of stuff.

I lost another couple of pounds, I'm vaguely worried about myself now.

I need to do some shopping before school starts, i wish I felt more motivated.

WTF WHAT IS THIS



WHAT WHAT WHAT

WHERE DID THAT COME FROM

GET OUT OF MY PLANT YOU'RE STEALING ITS VITALITY YOU STUPID MUSHROOM

This great Letter To The Editor was just published in the Washinton Blade with the title "‘Gay’ is not an inclusive term and alienates some readers":

( click here to read more and feel hopeful )

[i'm pretty sure we're allowed to do this. the rules did say to introduce ourselves]

Hi! I'm Sarah, and I'll be going to West Virginia University in about five days [august 14th] and I'm bisexual and I'd like to meet some new friends, hopefully also going to WVU or other LGBTQA folks going to semi-conservative colleges.

Pepper Ony. Pepper Nitidus Scorponok Ony.

It's the best middle name ever, shush.



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I'm such a fragging nerd. I just ordered this, hahahaksdhaskldah.